Shutdown

The only way for me to survive pain is to shut it all out. Any feeling or affection would only get in the way. If my love remains, the pain would be too great for me to bear. Better to be cold than in pain.

Silence can kill

As venomous silence followed venomous silence,

poison spread in her heart;

turning it black by the second.

Any affection left was cast out to the darkness.

Not lovelife related but still love

It pains me to hold on to something that already let me go. But that's irrational, love always is & that's why I end up getting hurt.

Thoughts # 11

 It's crazy at times when you think you can "rattle the stars" and feel so strong that you feel no one can crumble your resolve and the next minute you just wanna crawl in a corner and feel depressed about the bad things that are happening.

Depression

"Oh, hi! It's been a while.."
She said as she greeted Depression
Like an old acquaintance.

So many things are happening.. I feel like I'm being swirled inside a blender...